Don´t turn around

i would like to know what you have to say
is it really true that you thought this way
was a way to get through to me for more then
just a week or else a month until i would drop
dead to the floor and give up all my senses
that were errors from the start?

is it true that you didnt have a second thought
whether or not this was how it was going to be?
all that time i was hoping i was right and
you were wrong but you were right and i was wrong
thats why it has been haunting me for longer
then my mind can comprehend.

i´m still lost, in search of something to move on
how true that you were a thread to me that i
could use to keep myself from crying through
the days and nights and life it seems, though
you never ever noticed how important
getting through to me could be.

i would like to know what you have to say,
was it really only nothing in a playground
set for fights each day?
i try to work it out and to create a way for all of us to be
but i can´t do no more then i am doing now
and you don´t seem to care.

i´ve stopped myself from playing games and
walking in straight lines is a task for years
i have been trying to achieve though lines
of love are lines that will get crossed when
you forget to see what happens next,
which goal you seak to find in man.

I wonder what you have to say today,
now that I´m gone but a tablecloth in the wind.